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Everybody Knows We Have No Fear

http://www.jedfoundation.org/press-room/news-archive/my-nine-year-struggle-with-anorexia-by-brittany-snow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-6IL8DCcFI

So for some reason earlier I was Googling Brittany Snow. I’m not even sure what possessed me to look her up today, maybe the Pitch Perfect 2 ad or something (or maybe just the fact I’ve loved her since American Dreams???) Anyways, it turns out that it was a really, very, wonderful thing that I did Google her today. I found something that just really helped me. Brittany Snow had the daily struggle too.

WHAT????? She. Is. Gorgeous. How does that happen?

Brittany Snow in Hot Wavy Hair Down Perfect for Homecoming Dance - Beautiful Hairstyles

American Dreams

Brittany Snow in John Tucker Must Die (2006), I love that preppy, clean girly sense of style she has in this movie!

John Tucker Must Die

Okay so, I am in love with Brittany Snow and all the dresses she wore in Hairspray. Love the 60's look

Hairspray

Pitch Perfect

She’s precious. And maybe…I’ll carry her article around in my back pocket just like she carried hers. It’s a daily journey. Remembering you’re enough and you are worth it is key.

Love Is Louder ❤

Go Fish!

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I just happen to know someone who says it often. A lot. Altogether too much. Damn that ED. There’s no other way to say it. No other way to say how much I hate him.

The other night when I felt like “he” was screaming at me, I couldn’t express how upset I was with him. Basically, I’m fighting myself, but I don’t like to think of it that way. Often, all of my negative thoughts are so loud that they drown out all of the even slightly positive. Stupid ED. Why can’t you just leave me alone. Honestly! Just leave. Every time I think I’ve almost gotten rid of you, there you are again. You randomly pop up everywhere. Blah! It’s so irritating.

This has been a high anxiety type of week. I’ve gone from level 1 to level 10 on my anxiety scale in a matter of minutes. I think I’m on this anxiety high right now and when I do finally come off it, I’m afraid that I’m going to be exhausted. I mean, I’m even having anxiety in my dreams sometimes. This is just nuts! So, the question I have for myself, is that, how do I make this go away? How to I just make the anxiety stop in it’s tracks? Can I even do that? Am I capable of helping myself and finally being free? I’d like to think, that eventually one day, the anxiety will be less and ED will one day be gone forever. So ED, why don’t you go fish, or better yet, go fish yourself  ; )